Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Music, liquor, games, technology
Where do I place my heart?
Today's picture came when I googled "Hold on to the heart that guides you" a line from a Starting Line song that has recently gripped me. Hauntingly soulful (yet simple) piano accompanies the yearning words the singer releases.
Sometimes I want to write here every day.
Sometimes I want to practice guitar every day.
Sometimes I want to level up my character in World of Warcraft (or start playing City of Heroes/Villians).
Sometimes I want to learn to rollerblade again.
Sometimes I want to learn more computer science.
Sometimes I want to learn how to make drinks.
Sometimes I want to read more every day.
Some of these are simply ideas that cross my head for a moment, but others are lingering thoughts that I've wanted to focus and continue.
My previous years resolution hasn't come to pass, and I'm tempted to force feed the rest of it in the last 5 weeks of 2005. It's not that it is due by 2006 -- it's more of a forcing of a deadline.
The biggest comment is "Why wait until the end of the year? Why create this fake starting/ending point"
Random thoughts are flurrying, but I just want to know where to put my dedication. Perhaps I need to focus on my LIFE. On Kate ("the one that matters..."), my future career, and my health. Perhaps just some time playing tennis/gym/recreation is all the hobby I can sustain. What with my love and my work being the rest of my life at this point. 114 hours this last pay check = 57 hours a week.
Comments:
i know the feeling all too well, my friend. so many things to do, never enough hours in the day to do them all. too many places to be, too many roles to fulfill, etc etc...priority is perhaps the word i dread most, because it usually implies that i'll be dedicating disproportionate amounts of time to something i don't even want to be doing in the first place.
all i have to say is rock on with your bad self, brotha.
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all i have to say is rock on with your bad self, brotha.
